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sarah_cuse15
16 joulukuu 2005 @ 19:50
I miss...


Ginnie.
Joni.
Paulie.
Robbie.
Tom.
Cris.
Tejla.
Olivia Ames.
Kevin Irving.
Mrs. Knight.
Melanie Roorda <-- spelled wrong.
The Allens.


Cell Group.
Kindergarten.
Sunday School.
Family Nights.
MFAs (Maxon Family Adventures).
When all the teachers dealing with athletics didn't hate me.
Primary Camp when boys didn't matter.
Modified sports with like 30 extra subs.
Mrs. Espo coaching.
Waking up early on purpose.
Wanting to go to school.
Watching TGIF every Friday night with Rose and mom.
Whale Watch.
When I had a Giga-pet.
Asland, my evil dead kitty.
Dusty, my favorite dead kitty.
Tigger, my second favorite dead kitty.
Pencil, my youngest dead kitty.


The REAL Seasame Street characters!
 
 
Mieliala: calm
Musiikki: "She walked away" - Barlow Girl
 
 
sarah_cuse15
11 joulukuu 2005 @ 21:22
Started this in June...

June:
And suddenly Sarah remembers why, when she was younger, she used to run away.

July:
We went to bed at like 3 AM and got up at like 8 haha... Everyone left but Steve, Tom, VirGinnie, Ashley, and Me... we played "beached volleyfaceball" which is where we really lay down the whole time instead of actually playing volleyball haha... and now I am wicked tired, but not going to bed b/c I'm too excited about it all...

August:
Alright there needs to be another list...

Things that still rock, and will forever

VirGinnie Lynn Albert Noah McDermott
Tejla Marie Giles
Ashley Marie Freeman
Kay Ess Squared
Robot Robbiert Micheal Marmet
Merisa Lee Frezzo <-- Leigh? Lee? a whole different name?
Paulie something Kadanko
Jacey Laine Bercume
Benjamin James Burket
Ashley "fishlips" Fuller Olsen community haha
Getting Married like 50000000000000000 times...

September:
Glad Greg was here b/c if there was no one to talk to, I would've died.

October:
I reaaaaaaally love my friends... because no matter how lame my update is... they still comment lol.... and because of many other reasons obviously lol.

November:
I don't even know who I am anymore...




no dramitics, no fakeness...

December:
If I were you...










I wouldn't be my friend, either.
____________________________________________________



oh and by the way I'm going to be single for the rest of my life.


That's all.
 
 
Mieliala: uncomfortable
Musiikki: Nothing.
 
 
sarah_cuse15
10 joulukuu 2005 @ 21:41
If I were you...










I wouldn't be my friend, either.
 
 
Mieliala: blah
Musiikki: "Bowling Ball" - Superchic[k]
 
 
sarah_cuse15
03 joulukuu 2005 @ 19:18
So yeah, I have a baby...

Her name is Lisa (like Lisa Leslie the basketball playa') Artraxerxes (some name of someone from The Bible).

She likes to wake me up in the middle of the night, and in the early morning.

But she is a baby.
And that's what she does.





And booooy does she do it well.


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yeah... dern right that's Joni and my baby!

haha I Love her!
 
 
Mieliala: happy
Musiikki: "Eating Me Away" - Skillet
 
 
sarah_cuse15
27 marraskuu 2005 @ 21:06
Well, it's been a while, eh?

There isn't too much to say, mostly b/c I'm getting old and forgetful, you know how that goes. We had our first and second basketball games at the DeSalles Tournament... Lost the first (Scored like 2 foul shots) Won the second (leading scorer tied w/ Alana, 13 pts.) and then came back to school (2.5 hours) and went to Danielle Inschert's (I like parenthysis, or however they're spelled) house till like 9:30... I played VeggieTales on the recorder!!

Well, I tried to... then Meghan, Dana, and Natalie came... they're some of my favorite chillens right there! lol we laughed an obnoixously lot, then my parents, remembering I'm grounded, called and had Rose FINALLY bring me home lol


Today (That was yesterday ^) I went to church and had nursery, got a comment on how my hair in braids makes it look like I'm someone else... I didn't even have my hair in braids then I went w/ Mom to drop off Rose and Mike...


now I'm here...

And I'm promising to TRY to update more




and include some exciting photos too!
 
 
Mieliala: sick
Musiikki: Nothin'
 
 
sarah_cuse15
22 marraskuu 2005 @ 22:38
I love VirGinnie.
Read more... )
 
 
Mieliala: tired
Musiikki: "Phenomenon" - Thousand Foot Krutch
 
 
sarah_cuse15
21 marraskuu 2005 @ 21:17
First day back playing basketball...



in the scrimmage I got kicked in the fleeping head and it won't stop hurting.


Out of school tomorrow, then vacation... awesome.
 
 
Mieliala: tired
 
 
sarah_cuse15
17 marraskuu 2005 @ 19:41
How come when things go wrong... they all go wrong at the same time...





I don't even know who I am anymore...




no dramitics, no fakeness...









I'm all alone.



Somethin stirrin in the air,
of victory.
Timebomb tickin to explode,
3, 2, 1 and go.

Somethin passive somethin not,
Billy clubs I'll call the SWAT.
Rabid dogs without a leash,
Is this how you keep the peace.

You want riots?
Wear your riot gear.
You want violence?
Then shoot some tear gas in the air.

It is written on your badge,
To serve and protect.
It seemed you only served yourself,
Protecting your own neck.

Controlling with fear,
Menacing and threatening.
You want my respect,
You better start respecting me.

Go and get your riot gear,
Swing your girlie all around.
We'll be dancing on the cinders,
As the town is burning down.

Swing her around.

Burn it all down.

Something smelled of power tripping,
Crowd control was rank.
Tear gas everyone downtown,
What you did really stank.

Legislation,
Never made you judge and jury.
Martial law now,
Beat the kids down with no worries.

Go and get your riot gear,
Swing your girlie all around.
We'll be dancing on the cinders,
As the town is burning down.

Swing her around.

Burn it all down.

Go and get your riot gear,
Swing that girlie all around.
We'll be dancing on the cinders,
As the town is burning down.

Swing her around.

BURN IT ALL DOWN.
 
 
Mieliala: head flipping ache
Musiikki: "Get Your Riot Gear" Five Iron Frenzy
 
 
sarah_cuse15
11 marraskuu 2005 @ 17:28
[A is for age:]
15 almost 16 :-D

[B is for booze of choice:]
orange gatorade.

[C is for career:]
open an orphange in Sudan for children with AIDS or whose parents died from AIDS.

[D is for your dad's name:]
David Edmund Maxon

[E is for essential items to bring to a party:]
uhh Ginnie, b/c without her, there is no party;)

[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
hmm... Open Wounds - Skillet

[G is for favorite game:]
basketball? lol sure

[H is for hometown]
Adams Center, represent!

[I is for instruments you play:]
Trumpet, Recorder, Voice, and a wee little bit of guitar, like 5 chords lol

[J is for jam or jelly you like:]
grape

[K is for kids?]
uhh are young?

[L is for living arrangements:]
Mom and Dad, John, Me... the rest are colleging

[M is for mom's name:]
Connie Jo Sweet Maxon

[N is for name of your crush:]
haha wouldn't you like to know?

[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
hmm
1.)Blood Infection
2.)Concusion
^I'm thinkin' that's it... but my mom'll know...

[P is for phobias:]
checking out and not having enough money... garbage touching... scary and old people.

[Q is for quotes you like:]
lots...
most recent... "Dating teaches us how to divorce" "foo" "Your mom goes to college" "What the heck are you even talking about" "Hack now, act later"

[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:]
haha b/f-g/f none
Me and VirGinnie- like 5 or so wonderful years haha.

[S is for favorite soda:]
Orange.

[T is for time you wake up:]
6 flipping 30

[U is for underwear:]
do I wear it? yes.

[V is for vegetable you love:]
corn

[W is for weapon of choice:]
numchucks.

[X is for x-rays you've had:]
uhh idk, foo

[ Y is for yummy foods you make:]
PBJs and Grilled Cheeses

[Z is for zodiac sign:]
idk, foo.
 
 
Mieliala: gangstuh
Musiikki: John Reuben - "Do Not"
 
 
sarah_cuse15
06 marraskuu 2005 @ 15:13
Guess who's back...

So much to say... but I can't b/c my fingers are messed up...

I'll explain lata'
 
 
Mieliala: content
Musiikki: Nothin'
 
 
sarah_cuse15
28 lokakuu 2005 @ 16:09
Soccers over... which means it's basketball season finally... I have been waiting for this since the first soccer practice... but for some reason it doesn't make me as happy as at first I believed it would be, I probably played my best game in my entire career but it just wasn't good enough...

I wanted to go to Open Gym, but the first time I can it's flipping cancelled...

Monday I am soooooo there! lol.

I got to disect a frog in Biology Lab... its name is Scud Jr. Jr. Jr. (Jr.?) and I pinned down his little legs and Linsdey went to make the intial cut down the center of his belly and I didn't pin it down far enough so it popped up at her and it looked like it was trying to hit her and she screamed and we both laughed for an obnoixously long time... but it was fun... and Mrs. Quinn told us to check out the frog and Jakie-Face thought that that was wicked funny lol...

And I'm pretty sure that's all the exciting stuff that's happened in my life... Bryce is back on the computer! Whoop, whoop!...

So yeah, I won't be on for a while so this is all I've got for you...

I have the best friends ever!

Who's my favorite neighbor???? Greg-ree is!
 
 
Mieliala: drained
Musiikki: "Saved" - Kutless
 
 
sarah_cuse15
24 lokakuu 2005 @ 21:10
Know what...

I used to own 2 hoodies, and they mysteriously disappeared... and I have no idea where they are... this saddens me...


Know what else...

I reaaaaaaally love my friends... because no matter how lame my update is... they still comment lol.... and because of many other reasons obviously lol.


Now watch... no one will comment lol...
 
 
Mieliala: chipper
Musiikki: none yet...
 
 
sarah_cuse15
24 lokakuu 2005 @ 18:50
Face Kick..

Hacky sack assault...

We've got it planned out :-D






MUUUUUUUUUHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

We amuse ourselves....







Don't mess with my woman!

If you think this is about you... you're wrong... dead wrong.
 
 
Mieliala: bouncy
Musiikki: "How Great" - Jeremiah Maxon
 
 
sarah_cuse15
23 lokakuu 2005 @ 17:00
Take the quiz: "What Specific Sport Are You?"

Basketball
YOU ARE BASKETBALL! you like to shoot sum hoops after school with your buds

So yesterday was pretty fun... went to Oswego to see Djere... from like 9:30 til like 4:30, bought some underarmor... got home... was there for like 10 minutes... then left for church for a meeting. After that I went to Bryzzle's house b/c he's a gangstuh with Ashley Freeman, Jessica,Tim, Amanda, and Chris Brown, Steve, and Bryzzle of course... stayed there til like midnight which was fun lol, got up this morning went to church. Played Hacky-Sack with Bryzzle, went home then left like 3 minutes later to have lunch with Steve, Mom, and Bryzzle... and now, I'm here, but I'm gonna go watch "Girls in Pants" Whoop, whoop! lol

So yeah... still have some pictures comin' ;)
 
 
Mieliala: chipper
Musiikki: "One Girl Revolution" Superchic[k]
 
 
sarah_cuse15
22 lokakuu 2005 @ 12:19
So yeah... I'm in Djere's dorm room... and I'm updating my journal, which doesn't happen all that often... so yesterday was a blast... VirGinnie and Joni were gonna have a MKA party and thought I had a soccer game, so I called VirGinnie to see what was going on and she said that they were and asked what I was doing tonight and sure enough, I was doing nothing. She calls Joni all three of us are on the phone and it was fun lol I was walking from the Ontario Place Hotel to The General Store in the Barracks and I almost got lost in Sackets, yes it is possible but I found my place and got to the store then called my dad to see if it was okay, he says no b/c he doesn't know Joni, I call them, they say "what if we stay so he can get to know Joni then we leave" I call him he says "no" so I call them... came up with the idea of them coming to The Hotel and so I get back to the HO-tel and ask dad, he says to wait until my uncle leaves... so I call VirGinnie like 3 times and she doesn't answer so then she calls be back at like 8ish and says they're at the Ontario Place Hotel with they're friend Deeana? I think lol... AND SO AM I! so we had some FACE COOKIES and then watched some Mary-Kate and Ashley and took BILLIONS of pictures... well it would've been if my camera didn't keep dying... and we took a dancing video haha... hotties...

And now I'm here with Djere, Karen, and my dad... so yeah... I'm out... leave some messages and when I figure out how to, I'll put some gangstuh pictures up...

Sirrah
 
 
Mieliala: tired
Musiikki: Djere's Music
 
 
sarah_cuse15
21 lokakuu 2005 @ 18:29
I have so much going on, and I don't have any idea how I am going to do it...

before I had a problem with living too much in the future... but now I'm stuck in the present and I can't even get out... It seems kind of confusing, but hey at least I know what I'm feeling, but I guess I kinda wish I didn't.. if you get me...

I don't think soccer will ever end... and ever minute feels like an hour... I think I'm going crazy... just today has felt like a week and it's only 6:31... and no matter where I am I just can never focus.... during soccer games... during school... I don't know what's wrong with me... I can't stop thinking, but I can't really start... if that makes sense...

Someone shoot me.
 
 
Mieliala: confused
Musiikki: Nothing b/c I'm at the HO-tel.
 
 
sarah_cuse15
17 lokakuu 2005 @ 20:43
So yeah... I Figure I might as well update considering that I haven't really updated in an obnoxiously long time... and I was mad b/c people haven't updated in a while then I realized neither have I so I'm a hypocrite... Anyway...


We won in Whiz Quiz today... even though I guess I wasn't susposed to tell you considering it's a series and stuff, but ya know... who really watches it anyway? that's what I thought... Anyway in other news our first Playoff game is on Wednesday which is also when our next Whiz Quiz match is... our game is at Copenhagen at 4:30 maybe... idk... Emily got in trouble today... we were supposed to meet for the bus at 9:15 so we left Spanish way too early so she could work on her paper... she FINALLY finishes and it's 9:25... the bus leaves us... so we chase it finally get Chris to notice us lol... and get on to get yelled at, and I mean YELLED AT, by Mrs. Ashbridge who already hates me... and hates me more b/c I told Emily to tell her I could come to practice on Sunday but she forgot and no one told me we had a match so I didn't dress up... lol... so... Then Emily and I get yelled at twice together and she got yelled at alone once... lol she's a bad influence...

Aside from all that it was great day b/c God is real and he loves me best... and why care whether Mrs. Ashbridge hates me or not? Come on in a couple (or more) years I'm gonna be in heaven... she can't yell at me for bein' late up there!

***"I want to be found, enjoying the next life. I see leaves and they are starting to turn brown, they'll be green and glowing when the second season comes around."***
Wat dat be?
(title and singer puh-leez)
 
 
Mieliala: cheerful
Musiikki: "I lift my eyes up" Kutless
 
 
sarah_cuse15
10 lokakuu 2005 @ 15:19

What will be the first letter of the person you marry?

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What kind of hat are you?

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So today I went running for about a mile... then went to the mall with my mom and Rose... saw some people there... Emily, Kate, Mallyssa, Casey, and Jessica (Gell) then came home...

don't feel that good... :-/

hung out with Jenna, Jacey, Stacy, and Shawnee yesterday, which was pretty fun! and saw flight plan - definitly liked it, you should go watch it.
 
 
Mieliala: tired
Musiikki: None yet...
 
 
sarah_cuse15
07 lokakuu 2005 @ 18:03
Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly
1.) If you look out your window tonight, pull on a string with a note that's attached to my heart.
2.) Sometimes we have a dead-line for writing our songs, five minutes left to write this one lalalalalala.
3.)Like a gun in the hand of a killa... Blood on the streets of Memphis for the cause, a moment of silence for death as we pause...
4.)I was faced with passing time, but I knew the choice was mine, to finally come to you and give you all control.
5.) The kind that makes you wanna break stuff, and blame it on a man you don't know.
6.) All the things my spirit thought I commended and applauded, but when it came to this I conveniently forgot it.
7.) I like to find you down on my knees, Oh God I believe, please help me believe.
8.) She's a danger to herself, and I'm worried about her health.
9.) Isn't love amazing? I forgot how to speak, knowing you are here and I am finally free.
10.) And There are a million voices callin' out my name, you're the one I wanna hear so make the others disappear.
11.) Obedience keeps you from tickets in speed zones and speed traps so keep his word and snugg tight like wave caps.
12.) Wait, it might not be too late, to avoid the tension we create.
13.)This one things got me thinkin' bro, does a grammy mean anything if it's just gotta cost your soul?
14.) Just a jewel who got apraised by unqualified guys, they lied SHALLOW (possibly shotload, but I think it's shallow), don't know her worth in God's eyes.
15.) I've never come so close, I've never worn so thin.
16.) I chased the wind and I chased in vain, I chased the earth it would not sustain.
17.) So keepin' her heart protected she's never ever feel rejected.
18.) I tend to dig the chicks that do agree with my pastor.
19.) You Dance over me, while I am unaware.
20.) Some folks will cut off their nose, just to spite their face.
21.) Sing the song that hides behind your tears, these ears have longed to hear.
22.) This time we gonna represent the God that always was.
23.) Maybe it would be better if he didn't always put you down.
24.) Lord of All show your strong, on our knees we fall.
25.) Why is it as humans, we cling on to only what we know?
 
 
Mieliala: chipper
Musiikki: I can't tell you silly!
 
 
sarah_cuse15
06 lokakuu 2005 @ 21:19
I think I'm dying... my whole stomach is coming out of my throat but Senior Night is Saturday and I don't think I can play if I miss school Friday... so I guess I'm goin'...

let's see a recap..

Monday-Nothin'
Tuesday-beat Copenhagen (undefeated... WAS undefeated)
Wednesday- went to Syracuse to watch a play "Miss Saigon" didn't like it at all and I thought my stomach would explode...
Thursday, today I believe- got out of school all day to go to JCC and learn about Renewable Energy Resources... and went all over the state looking at alternate ways while wasting natural Gas which, by the way, is a nonrenewable resource...

hmm


then lata' we had a game that we tied 1-1 against Sandy Creek (out of our league) in overtime...


now I'm here and I'm gonna make myself a fruit Smoothy, surely not gonna be as good as VirGinnie's though I've never tried it b/c I would only go if VirGinnie were working but anyway... I'm excited about the Smoothy so I'm out like, uh, something witty that get's out easily and quickly... and often too... triple threat..


Sirrah
 
 
Mieliala: sick
Musiikki: nada